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%ohjewbp9uy [Wednesday April 23rd, 2008 7:57pm] "we used to call each other best frieds until it was too obvious to mention." i've come to the conclusion that i have been blessed with the most amazing best friend on this earth. we weren't fast best friends, like half the other people in high school who find one and dump them the next day. we've known each other since sixth grade or maybe even before, but i'm s happy that she is my best friend. we have both been let down and have had our hearts broken and it feels so good to have someone there to understand what you're going through and to comfort you. we might not always get to hang out because we both lead busy lives but let me tell you i wouldnt want any other best friend cause she's top of the line, amazing, compassionate, and funny. she has me ROTFL 24/7. (: we're moving soon to a new house and im so excited! ive never moved before so i think its like the coolest thing, haha. i cant wait to buy a whole bunch of new furniture ad decorate my new room. and figure out how to sneak out. haha, just playin. beep beep

[Saturday March 15th, 2008 9:44pm] someone help me just l e t g o stress is overtaking my life! i would much ather be doing something other than school. i wrote some stuff.. tell me what you think. HONEST OPINION. Took a wrong turn, now I lay under branches Of a tree that towers over my body, Laying in the rough grass and pluck a daisy Happiness is just a moment to wonder in Wrap yourself in it Before it lets you go Tell me once again How much you adore The broken fragments of me Beneath your feet Tell me once again that you and I Will interlock our hands And whisper forever Tell me once again That reality isn’t real And that you’ll protect me from the dark I cant help but swim through the thoughts of you and I Once before and now again Whispering sweet nothings And dreaming reality isn’t real there's more, those re just my favorites. little quotes i wrote when something inspired me. beep beep

seduction leads to destruction [Tuesday January 1st, 2008 1:55am] i wish people would stop complaining about things so much. all the time, i sware. it took me and tyler breaking up and my car wreck, and almost quitting my job to make me realize i was taking everything for granted. this summer was completely weird, and not how things should have been. i should have been with my tyler, but things don't always work out how you want them to. for me, ive always wanted tyler. i sarted working this summer as simply crew at sonic. im sure everyone thinks working at a fast food place may suck a lot, and sometimes it does. but i get paid very well esp. for a fast food place. + tips. and, im a crew trainer so i train people and get to boss them around. :] but i really do like it there. i put in my two weeks the other day, but then i took it back yesterday. simply because i was frustrated with drivethru. stupid decision, but now i know if im going to make that big of a decision then im going to reallllllly think it through this time. i have a great job and a great "family" there, and i was just about to let it all slip through my hands. it just really makes me mad, seeing people complain about every little thing. i just wish they could be in a situation like i was in to make them realiz, they have everything they need right under their nose. beep beep

[Monday December 24th, 2007 12:13am] i'm so excited for christmasss you have no idea. i cant wait to see my mom open her gifts, i know she's gonna like them! it's good to be with family and talk about the good times. the best part of christmas, seeing everyone happy. i fall in love more with tyler every day. i know i'm only sixteen, but i know this is how it's supposed to be right now. i want to spend every moment with him that i can, i'm willing to compromise a lot just to see him and talk to him and i wish everyone could have what we have. i never ever woulda thought that we would ever get back together. but now we are, things couldnt be any better. even our petty little arguements we end up laughing, cause they really are dumbbb. i'm so happy he was there for me when that crazy wreck happened, i don't know what i would have done. what can i say, i'm in love with an amazing person that i always wanna keep by my side. ILY. so happy i can drive again, hallejuah. beep beep

you [Monday December 17th, 2007 11:40pm] to you: i don't think i could ever fully put into words what you really mean to me. no actually, ou mean everyhting to me. i never knew it was possible to love someone so much after all we have been through. you've seen me at my best and worst, you know me inside and out. you know what scares me and you know what i care about the most. i'm so afraid of losing you again. i haven't told you this, but i really am. i don't think i could handle it again. after the wreck, it made me really look at things in perspective. what if i had died? i would never get to tell you all the things i wanted to. i want you in my life forever, i want to grow old with you. i want to be your everything, i want to take you to the beach and i want to meet your family in montana. i'm so sorry for some of the stuff i have said in the past but just know now i wish i could take it all back. i was dissapointed in you this summer, but i now that wasnt really you. you are better than those things, i'm glad you're done. it's just like everytime you look at me, my heart skips a beat. i always miss you even when i just saw you. i think you know that i'm really selfconscious of myself, but you telling me i'm beautiful everyday makes those worries go away. you are a good person. you make me such a happy girl, you really do. i'm so happy we are together again, i would do anything for you. you are absolutely amazing, i know i can come to you for anything. i may get jealous, but its really because i want you all to myself ad i dont want you to be happy with other girls, that sounds terrible but its how i feel. tyler, you are my everything. you mean a lot to me, you are my best friend, a shoulder to cry on. i never thought it was possible to love someone this much, but i love you so much. i wish i could express it better than that. i can't imagine my life without you in it. i want to be with you in this lifetime and the next. tyler jay johnson, i love you<3 forevermeandyou. promise? beep beep

[Monday September 3rd, 2007 1:53am] i would not have made it through the day without one of my best friends- rowan. i love you girl! i know i can call you on the phone crying and tell you absolutely anything,and you always make me feel better. your amazing babygirl! all in all, i realized that no matter what i have God and amazing friends to keep me grounded :] beep beep

[Thursday August 30th, 2007 6:23pm] big changes in my life soon?? i really really hope so, i'm ready as i'll ever be. beep beep

[Thursday August 23rd, 2007 9:50pm] [ music | cartel-wasted ] i don't even know what is going on with you guys. i didnt do anything to any of you, and there's no reason for you to dislike me. i barely, if ever, talk to any of you. i'm not saying this to be rude but do us all a favor and grow up. i can see God working in my life. i just need to keep my focus on Him and nothing else. i don't know if i have become closer to Him, but i know i have a better understanding of a lot of things. kaitlyn hayhurst. my dear, you are simply amazing. i feel like i could tell you about anything and not feel weird.i think you are very smart, so that's why i go to you a lot for advice. and you know i will always be here for you, best friend. thank you so much for standing up for me, it means a lot. don't let people bring you down, and don't settle for less. i look forward to art everyday cause i get to see my beautiful twin! ily! beep beep

listen up [Tuesday August 21st, 2007 10:27pm] God is going to judge you the same day he judges me, so maybe you can quit the bullcrap and be a mature individual. one word: karma. beep beep

[Thursday August 9th, 2007 6:37pm] [ music | one republic ] my birthday is on sunday :] sixteen can't come soon enough. i can't wait to drive my car, by myself, with my windows down and my music loud. school was whack today. it's funny how people have changed so much. i'm glad i don't waste my time on people that live that kind of lifestyle. i love my friends. this year will be busy, but it will be good. i have great friends, a boyfriend, and of course God on my side. i really couldn't ask for more, and i am thankful for everything, because i know it could be taken from before i have a moment to turn my head. so, i love you guys more than i could tell you. beep beep

[Sunday August 5th, 2007 9:19pm] [ music | one republic ] i keep going back and forth with this, and i can't stand it. i don't want summer to end, and being with you makes me never wanna leave your side. i just wish i knew where this was going. i'm done with getting hurt. beep beep

[Friday August 3rd, 2007 12:16am] so, i feel so stupid. i don't even get why this always happens to me. i guess i must deserve it or something. you said a lot of surprising stuff. it kinda hurt my feelings. well yeah, it did actually. i cried. because i'm a crybaby. i thought this was the best thing that could be happening, and i thought you thought that too. i keep asking God to help me work this out. im so sorry. beep beep

it's too late [Wednesday August 1st, 2007 9:50pm] [ music | timbaland ] i want more than anything in my life right now to be closer to God. if he asked me to just drop everything right now, i would. it's like there's something missing now, and no matter what i do, i can't fill it. i just want things the way they used to be. i know the only way to become closer to Him is through prayer and studying my bible, but it's sounds terrible but sometimes i just don't have time. i've been so exhausted lately that i can't even think. i've made some choices i wish i wouldn't have. and said some things i regret. but i know that i love everyone, no matter if they are druggies or nerds, i don't care. everyone deserves a chance, and who am i to take that from them? i recently misjudged a few people, just because i heard what they did in the past. but now that i actually had a conversation with them, they are some of the nicest people i have met. you: you make me happy. i really can't explain, i already feel close to you even though it hasn't been that long, and we haven't been around each other that much. you're family is completely amazing and funny, and i have begun to love them like my own. i'm so glad that we have the same Christian beliefs. i hope we can keep this going, because i think we have somethin great. :] i need sleep. beep beep

[Thursday July 26th, 2007 5:42pm] somebody needs a good dose of karma! so, you think i've changed? oh really. i didn't think you knew me, or what i believed in or the things i care about most. and i don't know you. i AM NOT a bad person. and if you think i've changed, then i have changed for the better. i think its ridiculous that you would tell someone not to date me. i wouldn't do that to you. and if you can't even tell me what you're sorry about then you must not want to admit it. and if you think that you can talk to my boyfriend about me and he not tell me, then you're WRONG. i've heard it all. beep beep

[Tuesday July 17th, 2007 8:02pm] [ music | brightwood ] i think i care too much, i give too much of myself away to people so i always end up with nothing. i am starting to think i was wrong about this. this has been my worst day in a while. i couldnt even begin to tell you how frustrated i am. but, i know that it will all be okay in the end. and by the way michael.., i dont think livejournals are weird. thanks. beep beep

i honestly dont care. [Sunday July 8th, 2007 8:44pm] [ music | little big town- bones ] uhm, i have so much to say but i dont know how to say it. i wish i could tell you how i REALLY feel. i have been getting so many migraines, and i would go to the doctor, but they are just going to give me medication that i will end up not taking. and they are bad ones too, ones where i have to stay completely still so i dont feel it. i don't feel as close as God as i use to. i think that will change. eventually. i just want to sleep. beep beep

i hope this never ends [Sunday July 1st, 2007 9:42pm] [ music | little big town- a little more you ] maaannn, i like him a lot. i can't even begin to describe this feeling. ive never liked anyone like this. i have to work thirty hours next week. work is kinda wearing me down, but i did get nominated for employee of the month! must be doin something right. everyone there is a lot of fun to be around, of course with exception of a few people with attitudes. i cant wait until cheerleading starts up again. i miss it. beep beep

[Thursday June 28th, 2007 11:12pm] [ music | this providence- card house dreamer ] i have learned how to deal with the stress a lot better. today i did roundoff backhandspring backhandspring backhandspring. :] that makes me pretty happy, because my tumbling is getting stronger. tomorrow i work all day, then i babysit. i already know im going to fall asleep while i babysit. it always happens. i hope im not setting myself up for failure again. your falling? .. me too. <3 beep beep

love has left you dreamless [Wednesday June 27th, 2007 9:31am] [ music | joy williams- i am in love with you ] i have no idea why it has take me 2-3 hours just to get to sleep at night. i guess its because i have so much on my mind, but i get so exhausted everyday that i dont get why i dont fall asleep right when i lay down. i'm tired, but i can't sleep. you can tell i'm tired just by looking at me. maybe i just need a sleeping pill or something. beep beep

this flood is slowly rising up [Thursday June 21st, 2007 8:25pm] [ music | jack's mannequin- dark blue ] i learned that i think way too highly of everyone, i make them out to something better than they are, and i am almost always dissapointed. i think that all of the stress might be getting to me. beep beep

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